The following is a collection of songs and poetry.
Some are written by others and they, for the most part, inspire me.
Some I have written.
They are not all pretty, fluffy verses that make you feel good. Some are quite the opposite, bitter, and hateful.
What can I say, I'm human.
~ANONYMOUS~
Stupid Boy, Silly Girl
I listen to music, and all day I read.
Inspiring words, that relate to me.
Pulling me in, sayin' Silly Girl.
Why’d you let this boy, take over your world?
I trusted you, and made us a home.
I gave you my love, shared all that I owned.
You took ev'ry breath, and demanded more.
If I didn't submit, you showed me the door.
I had it all, was a flame so bright.
A different thing to do ev’ry night.
You locked me away, threw away the key.
And ev’ry one forgot about me.
You set out to break me, you told me so.
And even then I couldn’t let you go.
You challenged yourself, you made me succumb.
You even hurt me, while I buried my mum.
Did it ever occur to you it was wrong?
(Stupid Boy)
I cannot believe that I stayed for so long.
(Silly Girl)
You couldn’t decide between me and your bong.
(Stupid Boy)
I suppose I should thank you for making me strong.
(Silly Girl)
You left me alone dunno how many times.
Coz I’m not as important as the boyz and some lines.
Does your dope and your speed keep you warm in bed?
Can they make you dinner? Do they give good head?
You don’t own me no more, I’m out and I’m free.
When I left you that day, I went out found me.
I can live life again, friends still know my name.
I have people who love me, can you say the same?
IF
IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!
~RUDYARD KIPLING~
Leave Me Alone
You sucked the life out of me, and then came back for more. Go bother someone else, I’m over it.
You used me
You don’t love me
Just the idea of me
Please leave me be
Let me go
Set me free
Leave me alone
Stop messaging me
Get over it
I’m not coming back
You ruined me
I’m out of whack
My soul’s so cold
My dreams are gone
My mind is mush
My body’s worn
I am so tired
I’ve had enough
Of treading glass
It’s just too rough
The hurt’s too deep
The love’s too dead
The dream’s way gone
Get outta my head!
Go fuck yourself
Go rot in hell
Get off my back
You broke my shell
You used me
You don’t love me
Just the idea of me
Please leave me be
I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try
And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game
But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Every time I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright
I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you
I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make you every promise that has ever been made
I can make all your demons be gone
But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really want to see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
~AIR SUPPLY~
Little Boy
Here's a story, little boy I hope you can hear
Yes this is for you, my last present dear
Coz you think that I’m hangin' on every word spoke
Just thought you should know, I think you’re a joke
You locked me up like the girl from hell.
You took our home and made it a cell.
You blamed me for all that went wrong in your life
And you think you were gonna make me your wife?
I hit rock bottom and you looked away
I needed a hug and you held me at bay
Did you really enjoy watching me crash?
Did you really think I was gonna come back?
You came between my cousin and I
She needed me, you said let her cry
She was there for me before we met
And that little boy I will never forget
Oh little boy you coulda had it all
Now watch me laugh at you as you fall
Drinking, drugs, thoughts that don’t stop
I’ve got a life, what have you got?
I am a child
I am a child
My body deceives
My appearance doubts
My mind in turmoil
Confused
My back aches
My shoulders distort
My pain persists
Daily
My peers tease
My elders stare
My inner conflict
Abounds
My parents defend
My friends covet
My nightmare asks
Why
My dearest wish
My breasts reduced
My worth enlarged
Please?
I am a child
some of these would be perfect lyrics to songs!
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